Floating.
Just. Floating.
Eyes
closed. Wings open. I can’t feel the difference between my feathers and the
warm wind.
Drifting.
I rose
with the sun, shook the night off with a tousle and bolted into the dawning
sky. I could see everything, sparkling, covered in dew. I could hear the world
waking up with me.
Plans for
the day: Eat, fly, eat, play, nap, eat. I mean, it’s not a very exciting life,
but it’s all mine. And it’s beautiful.
Focus.
This is my life, too. Focus. Focusing. Always attentive.
But you
know what I get to see? Mice, scurrying, gathering nuts and seeds and grasses.
Hunting in their own little way. Bees, buzzing, pollen-laden, heavy. The dash
of a squirrel, water lapping on a lake shore, the glint of a fish just beneath
the surface. I see it all, because I watch. And it’s beautiful.
And
primal.
Other
birds are awake right now, too. They would be the easiest. I know the way they
move. Squirrels, though, squirrels will still surprise me sometimes and pull
some ninja-jedi maneuver that will take them just out of my grasp. Too bad for
them, I like a challenge.
There are
fields for miles and miles out here. Rich with life. Rich with food.
Feathers.
Heartbeat. Flash. Wings up, talons down. Dive. Squeak. Lift.
Eat.
I perch
above my favorite on-ramp. Watching the cars pass beneath me. Creating their
own heat, creating their own wind. And feeling it all. The cars passing
underneath are almost hypnotic and I drift off, lulled by the movement.
A very
angry, very loud honk shakes me
from my reverie. So upset, people are always so upset. Ruffling my own feathers,
I look around. Nothing much has changed. The sun is higher. The squirrels and
rabbits are resting in the midday heat.
Cars are
still moving beneath me. I wonder about their lives, often. Always rushing,
whirring.
Opening
my wings, stretching the tips out, balancing, pressing down, and letting go.
Focus. Feel. There’s so much to feel.
Flying is
like music, notes, gliding, smooth. Smooth like whiskey, smooth like water.
Tuck my
wings and spin, spiral. Unfold. Catch the wind.
My day is
filled with the same thing, over and over again. But so different. So much
movement, so much life. Everything around me tells a tale. Everything around me
has something to show. Even the wind.
Especially
the wind.
You could
see it too, if you just tried.

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